Heart-
Alone in the darkness, as crazy as I am, leaves nothing but sadness
in your heart.
I shall die, hallow and alone, carrying this bloody, listless
heart of mine.
Words are spoken, hushed and unheard, breaking all the pieces
of my heart.
Courtney Roach
February, 2005
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I see you, even in the darkness.
As you breathe, you secure your madness.
And I walk this broken road.
Courtney Roach
February 13, 2005
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Everything I Don't Want-
This craziness won't leave me
My eyes won't close
I'm completely numb
It's all the same
This anger is so hollow
I am straining
Kill me now
I won't feel a thing
Give me everything I don't want
Take me where I've forever been
Fill me with darkness
And leave me blinded and alone
This chaos is enough
Hold my wounds
Encase my tears
I'm still waiting
This silence leaves me empty
I can't hear a thing
Too busy bleeding
I'll still love you
Give me everything I don't want
Take me where I've forever been
Fill me with darkness
And leave me blinded and alone.
Courtney Roach
February 13, 2005
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My Everything-
They hold me close
To them
Their hearts
Our tears fall
Together
Our first
We've never held on so tight
Never held on, so scared
Hands shake with fear
We've lost
I'm loosing it
I'm loosing everything
My heart, my soul
My everything
I'm loosing you
Loosing you everyday
The love, the truth
The everyday
This is the first time
Last time
Lost time
Feeling just too much
Not enough
So empty
My empty mouth feels so full
Never spoke this, so alive
Missing that moment
We've lost
I'm loosing it
I'm loosing everything
My heart, my soul
My everything
I'm loosing you
Loosing you everyday
The love, the truth
The everyday.
Courtney Roach
February 18, 2005
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Tonight I Walk Alone-
Tonight I walk alone.
This ghost beside me breathes the same cold air,
Yet her presence is unnoticeable,
Unbearable.
My tears are invisible.
They freeze with one touch of the cold, night air,
Yet she manages to see them,
Take them.
Courtney Roach
February 21, 2005
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The darkness in the air
Brings sadness and fear
Take me, and love today
And choose to never love again.
Courtney Roach
February 21, 2005
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I sit here in my darkness
You linger in my sadness
I left you with my passion
You left me with your hatred
I've gone too far within myself
I'm left with nothing for myself
I ask you to give me back the reality that is my heart
Instead, I walk in silence.
Courtney Roach
February 25, 2005
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The words you spoke
Left me stone cold
In the silence of my nothingness
Piece this together too late
Your graveyard is not my choice
Your gravestone is never where your name should be.
Courtney Roach
February 25, 2005
