Faint-
Frayed and wired
Leave it, be it, change it
I'll love you only if you love me first
I'll kill you if you suffer
I'll cry if you cry for me
Join the rest.
Courtney Roach
May 7, 2006
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Stay-
Heavy eyes bleed
Leave me on the floor
Buttoned coats, empty streets
Skip this city
Do you miss me?
Courtney Roach
May 7, 2006
-Geralda-
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Hostile-
Whispered through floorboards
I love you
Come save me
Broken lipstick bottles
Carved initials
Heartless kisses
Give it all for me.
Courtney Roach
May 7, 2006
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Late-
Numb to the bone
You wouldn't know the taste of me
Whisper love into her mouth
She can't hear you anymore
Has she left you?
You never saw it, did you?
Courtney Roach
May 7, 2006
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Clockwork-
Drink it all alone because they're watching you
Yes, I've been drinking too
Sleep sound. I'll leave when you can see me less
I burned my life that night
Don't ever watch me fall.
Courtney Roach
May 7, 2006
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Cutting Edge-
Stretched over bone like indecision
Finding you, I'm finding time
Scissor-bearing skin
I can't bear your hatred
The snow is falling in your eyes
And when you dream this morning,
You can't think of someone new.
Courtney Roach
May 8, 2006
-Azra and Krystal-
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Mirror-
She taped your body to the wall
You're graffiti with a heartbeat
But you were dead before I knew you
Where did all your words go?
You're her lover if she wants you.
Courtney Roach
May 8, 2006
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Untitled-
Lie back to back
The rules were sewn to the door
Crawling through the dark
Kisses were lain in my hair
And I dreamt of you.
Courtney Roach
May 11, 2006
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Wasted Space-
I hate the black between the screens, and
when you hate to bother me
Scenes of empty rooms and lonely beds
Girls with knees pulled to their chests, and
perfect hair between their fists
I can see her red lips waiting for him
When he goes, he's gone forever, and
she just sinks into the sheets
Buttoned shirts and unzipped coats
The few quick moments before you're behind the door, and
memories are erased.
Courtney Roach
May 13, 2006
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Asinine Love-
I thought you could stop me when I tried to hurt my insides
How does it feel to be loved? Not pressed to a bed
Even the grace of this world watched me fall
Stuck to the carpet with dissatisfaction,
Day in and day out and I'm lost here alone.
Courtney Roach
May 17-18, 1006
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Sinned-
Suicide is just one note above your skin
I felt you whisper, I felt you die
You finally let go
And her lips lie next to yours,
And she goes with you.
Courtney Roach
May 18, 2006
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Heartbreak Junkie-
Love love, like it
She'll eat your heart out
And you'll want it
Sunny stars and empty cars
No one's watching.
Courtney Roach
April 2-May20, 2006
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Flashbacks and Forgeries-
I'm choking on past times, and right now I need you
I fled the scene with screams and charades
I held you by the lips but I'm all out of secrets
Don't strain.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Cliché-
Phases erased
Time does not wait
Your body lies dormant
She lies close
Everyone is beautiful
Dirty love is written on your face.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Pick Pocket-
Hopscotched and dancing between lives
Death between guests
Cigarette burns and everyone hurts
She told me I loved her - I never loved her!
She stole me
Whole lives wasted and stoned
Can he come back for me.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Mime-
Everything is wrong when you know you can't take one more
Something so safe
Make me disappear into a dark day
Scratching palms, making magic
I love it.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Dry-
Hung by your shoulders
Wait until morning
Your sleep will fade
The rest will be gone.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Better Than-
Tainted sidewalks chalk fast relief
Measuring screams and bottles thrown
Clean walls and shiny smiles
Can you live like that forever?
Uncomb your hair and kiss him harder
I think you're too sad.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Paper Weight-
Paper waiting for your thoughts
I can't see you from here
Can dead bodies sing
I can hear it from you
Two notes of sadness in your throat
You tried too hard to be a ghost.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Burn Box-
Burned our secrets from a box
The best are kept in our pillows
Warm and worse than open wounds
Ashes in the trash and
It wasn't easy.
Courtney Roach
May 21, 2006
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Loop-
Pretty girls chewing pain into your wrist
Skin is only tangible and temporary
Watch them deceive you and leave you
Lonely and alone.
Courtney Roach
May 22-23, 2006
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Ginger-
The making of an anarchy
Hot love
Touch causes fear
Don't break your heart
I'll whisper misfits through your bedroom door
Take the lens to the key hole
Make love
I saw your shadow in the carpet with my eyes closed
Secret kisses
Lay them in my hair
Love is a myth
I found it.
Courtney Roach
May 23, 2006
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Proof-
Drunk and making me hurt
That's all I wanted
Center my face on the bed
That's how you saw me
Scar me
Just take me.
Courtney Roach
May 23, 2006
-George-
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Undo-
Give it up, love
Take my mouth
And speak my words
No one's dying tonight.
Courtney Roach
May 23, 2006
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Storm-
Coffee stains on your only shirt
Bony hips and bitten lips
Lightning strikes your fingertips
Screened windows hide sadness
Tin roofs mute rain
I have waited for something so beautiful.
Courtney Roach
May 25, 2006
